Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Something to blog about
It's been long since i blog, at first i tot that at least not until i finish my exams. Hm, but have been stressed out i guess. My bio-clock has changed, i am approaching last week of my uni life, thesis has been hand-in, graduation is fast approaching (though i don't know whether i can graduate or not).
Been doing more reading this 2 months, for thesis or for pleasure.. Reading journal, tutorials, textbook, and even comic. Had a few interesting discovery, at least to me..
Been reading a comic named, Death note (死亡笔记）, under a friend's recommendation. The story is about a high school guy who got this notebook that can kill anyone by remembering his face and writing his name down on the notebook. He started killing all the criminals but got the police attention........ follow the story if u want, don ask me.. the main points here is i love to see when this super smart guy fighting with another, and the criminals they talk about, and some other jerks that got this notebook.. How cruel can this world become, how scheming a person can get, how selfish a creature can be.
聪明的人，头脑里，转得很快，总把思绪在脑里演练；说出的，却只有无伤大雅，只为达到目的地。
Been reading journal and exams material. Finally, I realize how should i study for exam, and why am I here to get a degree. Just a simple thing, to understand how things work, no others but just understand it. You will see a lot of people working hard, memorizing block diagrams, formulas, etc.. but they never seems able to understand why is this the case.. Yet, they are doing better than me, aiming for first class. This is so pathetic, they have stronger will than me, or .. hm.. i should not comment about this. Well, for me, i don't think i care, I would just sit down and understand my mobile stuff, trying to do better this time. Seriously, I understand how to study, but i have been confused, self-rejected, and hiding myself. To succeed is not pushing myself anymore, but now understand how does these things work. After all, this is all bout engineering, isn't it so?
Took the ethics paper a couple of days ago, well, crappy modules but i think it did implant me to think more about ethicals issue. How many person are actually ethically doing business, gaining fame, and wealth. Well, i don't know is there any, but i think there is very little. Interest should always be interest, interesting involving money, well, you are killing it together with ethics. Just take a look at how businessman are fighting each other, trying to manipulate others. This is so disappointing. Simple people have simple thoughts, that apply to me and i think a lot of youngster as well. But, as we are growing up, the society are teaching us differently.
Well well, recently there are question regarding future popping up here and there. What should I do? I ponder, for myself, my girl, my families. I shall talk more about it in the next post. There had been a lots interruption today. Not suitable for blogging, i have best go back to mobile. Hee.
Oh, ya.. My chinese language are getting lousy. I don't know how should I start to blog in chinese. Gawd. This is bad...
p/s: If you don't understand what I am talking in this post, i am just being philosophy. Trying to put down some thoughts, so i don't forget about them. You can largely ignore the post.